I tested today. Negative. I'm feeling so positive this cycle and really thinking this is going to be it. I got my positive last month at 9 DPO so I will be testing again tomorrow and hoping for the best. My chart looks amazing. My temps are so high. Everything is in my favor. I will be devastated if I don't end up pregnant this month.
I read this post today about the last time I got a positive. It made me get teary. That was honestly one of the absolute best days of my life. If I could relive that day over everyday I would. It was so amazing. I know if I do get a positive tomorrow, it will be nothing like that. I will be happy, but also so so scared. I want have a baby so bad. What if I get pregnant again and it ends in miscarriage again? I was pregnant for 11 weeks. I am going to live in fear until I get past 11 weeks, and even after that I'm sure.
I'm just very emotional today. Fingers crossed for a positive tomorrow.
My Ovulation Chart