POSITIVE!

Today is my eleventh cyle. I am 9 DPO and I got two positive tests!

I am so excited! I honestly can't really even believe it. It doesn't seem real. I have never gotten a positive test before, ever, and today I got two of them!

I had a dream this morning that I took a test and it was positive and in my dream I told my husband that it was finally postive and he was so happy. Then it showed me telling my parents and it was just such a happy dream. When I woke up I knew I had to test. I waited the time limit and then glanced at it and decided it was negative and that there was no way I could be pregnant since I haven't been the last 10 times. I dumped out my pee cup and then decided to look at it again. I saw the most amazing thing ever, TWO LINES! I  couldn't believe. The line was so faint though that I wished I still had pee left so I could test again with a first response, since I had tested with an internet cheapie. I text my best friend and told her I thought I was pregnant, but wasn't sure because of the super faint line. I didn't know if I was seeing something. She came over at lunch and I look the first response. I figured it would be negative since it wasn't my first pee of the morning. NOPE. POSITIVE. I can not even explain how I felt. We both saw the lines. I was not seeing things like I first thought.

I then decided I HAD to tell someone else. Best friend had to go back to work so I was just sitting alone for the next 30 minutes until I had to leave to go back to work. I decided to tell my sister. I called her and started crying as I told her. She was so happy for us. She is one of the people that knows how long we've tried. It was great being able to finally tell someone.
I texted Chris around 3:30 and told him when he got off work I wanted to talk to him about something important. He asked if it was something bad and if I was mad at him. I assured him he did nothing wrong. When I got home he was just getting done getting dressed and everything from taking a shower. He came in the bedroom when he was done and sat on the bed. He asked what was wrong and I said "nothing I'm just nervous to tell you something." He asked what and then I just started crying and said "I'm pregnant". He instantly grabbed me and hugged me and layed down on the bed. He kept saying "you are?" over and over and I kept saying "yes" and then he changed to "are you sure" and I told him yes I was sure. He cried and I cried and we hugged. It was so amazing. A little later he told me he was glad my dream to be a mom was coming true. I told him about the dream I had that night and he told me he had a dream I was pregnant too!

We are really excited. He already wants to go shopping for baby shoes. He's obsessed. My estimated due date is January 28, 2013. It's based off when I believe I ovulated. I am 3 weeks 3 days today and over the moon thrilled.

I bought clear blue easy digital tests to take tomorrow. Those should be easier to photograph.