I don't understand how I got here. How I got to the point where Chris and I have been trying for 14 cycles to get pregnant. Add in the 11 weeks I was pregnant and that's like 17 cycles. How did this happen? How am I not pregnant yet. I thought we would already have a baby by now. I should still be pregnant. I should be finding out the sex. I just don't understand. How is it so easy for some people and impossible for others? Why am I in the impossible group?